RINGING

Life… is a funny sorta thing

It causes a ringing,

A ringing,

A ringing,

I can't get out of my head

Of classes

Then lunch

More classes

Then home

Of classes 

Then lunch

More classes

Then home

WEEKEND!

Of classes

Then lunch

More classes

Then home

Over 

And over

And over…

Life going on 

And on

In a circle

With no brakes

Or time to call my own

Then we get a call on a phone

Destiny

He says its time to move on

Time to say goodbye

To graduate

To make it to the real world

Because apparently the life I was living

Wasn't real enough

That this pain

And the ringing

Wasn't big girl enough

Trust me

The pain I felt

When he died

She died

He left

She move

They changed

Was all very real

The love I felt for him

The joy I felt hanging with her

The happiness I felt on my first date

Curiosity I experienced when I first saw him

Was REAL

not a figment of my imagination

Or hormones mixing with my emotions 

This  ringing

This rhythm 

That drives me crazy

Keeps me sane

Keeps reminding me

Reminding me

Reminding me

How real my life

Really is

You do you

I wanna be new, fresh, different. 

Someone that makes a difference, makes people want to change. 

I want to change.

Be someone who can change  

I want to be, need to be a different person. 

A person that listens to her heart more and her head less. 

I need to love now and teach later. 

Be a girl he could love, because I love him. 

I want to learn to dance in the rain  and to get up when I slip. 

Be someone who makes new friends and keeps the old ones 

I want to be free

Learn what "you do you" really means, cause I don't think anyone does 

I will learn to behave myself

Maybe

I should improve my language

I want to become someone to make my parents proud

Hopefully become the me

I was meant to be. 

You do you.