RINGING

Life… is a funny sorta thing

It causes a ringing,

A ringing,

A ringing,

I can't get out of my head

Of classes

Then lunch

More classes

Then home

Of classes 

Then lunch

More classes

Then home

WEEKEND!

Of classes

Then lunch

More classes

Then home

Over 

And over

And over…

Life going on 

And on

In a circle

With no brakes

Or time to call my own

Then we get a call on a phone

Destiny

He says its time to move on

Time to say goodbye

To graduate

To make it to the real world

Because apparently the life I was living

Wasn't real enough

That this pain

And the ringing

Wasn't big girl enough

Trust me

The pain I felt

When he died

She died

He left

She move

They changed

Was all very real

The love I felt for him

The joy I felt hanging with her

The happiness I felt on my first date

Curiosity I experienced when I first saw him

Was REAL

not a figment of my imagination

Or hormones mixing with my emotions 

This  ringing

This rhythm 

That drives me crazy

Keeps me sane

Keeps reminding me

Reminding me

Reminding me

How real my life

Really is